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Scott Wilkinson's avatar

Great post Ted—and lots of good comments here. I'm a Juilliard School graduate. Between the ages of 12 and 25, I was laser-focused on a career as a classical musician—and devoted massive amounts of time and energy to putting myself in the best possible position to make that career happen. I did everything "right"—went to one of the best music schools in the world, studied with some of the greatest teachers in the world, and performed for a half-dozen summers in some of the world's most prestigious music festivals. NONE of that helped. What do I do today? I'm the communications director for the Pacific Crest Trail.

My point simply being that even when you do everything "right," it's likely you won't succeed in achieving your dreams—but that's okay. Like others here, I have a small-but-powerful little setup in my home with a DAW, some good monitors and an 88-key MIDI controller...and I've had a LOT of fun with that over the years. I'm a percussionist, so I've also had (for years) a rubber practice pad on a stand in front of a glass door looking out on my backyard...and I have spent countless hours happily drumming away on that rubber pad—for the sheer joy of rhythm, and throwing new "wrist twisters" at myself to learn.

I still hope someday to professionally record a dozen of the hundred-plus songs I have sitting on a hard drive. I still hope someday to perform again in front of an appreciative audience. But I don't think I've had a bad life because I didn't achieve my musical dreams. I'm grateful for the incredibly special time I had playing with one of the world's greatest orchestras (the Juilliard Orchestra).

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Maura Bosch's avatar

Ravi Shankar said: “But music is not for sale. The music that I have learned and want to give is like worshipping God. It's absolutely like a prayer.” Okay. I'm 66. But I'm still going. I'm caring for my disabled husband (who's a composer, who makes no money), I'm retiring from my day job in 8 weeks, I have two adult kids who still need my help, I'm carrying the whole family, BUT I believe that there is a place in this world for my music. Which I get up every morning at 5 AM to write. There's only one answer to this question: keep on going!!! Never, never stop!

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